In The Darkness

The last couple of days my depression has been bad. I could hardly get out of bed, and I had no energy or motivation to do anything. Sometimes in these dark times is when I realize things, some things are hard to realize but they need to be. I just want anyone to know that you are worthy, and this life that you are living in is beautiful. We sometimes just see all the ugly when we are really surrounded by beauty. There are always going to be dark days in our lives, but we just need to look forward to all the good days. Always know that in the darkness there is a light waiting for you to find it, all you need to do is open your eyes. 

All who have a sick heart

I was reading my bible and as I started reading one of my plans it brought up Psalms 6 and I felt God just speaking to me. 

O LORD, don’t rebuke me in your anger or discipline me in your rage

 Have compassion on me, LORD, for I am weak.

 Heal me, LORD, for my bones are in agony. 

I am sick at heart. How long, O LORD, until you restore me? 

Return, O LORD, and rescue me. Save me because of your unfailing love. 

For the dead do not remember you. Who can praise you from the grave?

 I am worn out from sobbing. All night I flood my bed with weeping, drenching it with my tears. 

My vision is blurred by grief; my eyes are worn out because of all my enemies.

 Go away, all you who do evil, for the LORD has heard my weeping. 

The LORD has heard my plea; the LORD will answer my prayer. 

May all my enemies be disgraced and terrified. May they suddenly turn back in shame. (Psalms 6:1-10 NLT)

 I spent many of nights weeping in my bed, some even recently. But I know that God is always with me and that he is always there for you too. He will never abandon you. For he is our father! I hope this verse might help someone like it did to me. Night!

Today :)

Today my mom came home! She was gone on a trip with her boyfriend. I missed her so much! It was weird not having her here, the house was so quiet! But I'm super happy she is back and came home safely! :)

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